Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Copied lyrics sometimes speak what you want to say...

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
But more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

No love, no glory...

There are times when you just can't figure life out.

You think you've met someone who is the right one and you know they share the same feeling but neither can act on it. And as quickly as the feeling comes, you know it will go away without ever getting resolved. Perhaps blown over with time, but deep in your heart you'll always ask the question,

what if?

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Note to self...

Sometimes in life we tend to forget those little important things about our lives that we shouldn't, so this entry serves as a self-reminder.

Even though I grew up with a national education system that was deteriorating year after year, my parents somehow managed to set me up on the right track despite of the fact. At times I may have complained that I didn't ever get the chance to try something I want to now when I was younger, but I think as parents they did the absolute best that they could. And somehow I just came to the realisation of that after dealing with something at work last night.

Without the sacrifice of my family, I would never have had the chance to make use of the opportunities I've come across thus far. I wouldn't be able to do what I'm pursuing in life today.

And so I can only say that I am very much humbled by it all, but more so feel greatly blessed for having the family that I have.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Beam me up!

I kinda feel like Wesley Crusher on the bridge of the Enterprise. I may be a non-commissioned junior crewmember, but to get to be in the thick of the action anyway, when it actually happens, that's just so unbelievably cool!

Lovin' it, lovin' it, lovin' it!

I just wish they'd pay me.

Engage!!!

Monday, September 8, 2008

WHO are we helping?

"All of us joined the organization under the assumption that what we do saves lives. When we are prevented from doing that work, it is more than professional frustration or fear that our own performance will be judged negatively in a 'results based' system. We are concerned for the lives of people whom we affect, whether it is a staff member who is a single mother trying to make rent, or a small business dependent on a contract, or a person living with AIDS in Africa." - The Staff Association

Let's take the above quote and put it into perspective, shall we?

Apparently over here "saving lives" entails spending 'flexi' morning working hours doing power yoga, or changing out of gym gear before 5 p.m. after a sweaty workout at the office fitness centre. I'm sure the people in Africa with AIDS are thanking people over here for keeping themselves so fit because, well, at least somebody's healthy somewhere in the world.

Oh yeah, everyone here is really "concerned for the lives of people whom they affect", especially when they talk about it over multiple coffee breaks throughout the day (say, after a productive session of yoga). And, god forbid, we let those "small businesses dependent on a contract" suffer from not being able to supply the nice folks here with designer joe! Last time I checked, the stuff they sell here isn't even remotely fairtrade. The plus side of that of course is that I can afford to drink it. I feel good helping out those "small businesses". I'm sure they get lots out of this deal!

And I'm almost sure beyond a doubt that the "fear of being judged in the 'results based' system" they implement over here isn't the main motivating factor for productivity. Because if it were, there would *actually* be work done.

Excuse me, I think I need to wipe the puke off the keyboard after reading that load of self-righteous hypocrisy. It really stinks.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Recommendations on how to kill yourself...

Painkillers,
And paint thinner,
Should be taken,
In place of dinner.

Hung by a noose,
Jumping off roofs,
In my opinion,
Take moments of truth.

Bullet through brain,
Get run over by train,
An artist's means,
To claim to fame.

Slitting your wrist,
Sleeping with fish,
I'm quite sure,
There's more on the list!